Truckin

i am continuing to have problems with my girlfriend.... she has left and then comes back... leaves... comes back... she doesnt know what she wants... she wont let go of the dark things and let the love and light in... i told her to leave for 3 days and to not communicate with me and figure out once and for all what she really wants... i am still head over heels and have faith in what we have where i believe we can get through this. we both love each other... she is just not sure... maybe its the age... maybe its because i work full time... maybe im shitty.... maybe she is... i dont know.... but i know im not dont yet... not yet.. so for the next 3 days... i will reflect and make the same decision she is trying to decide... do we let love in... or do we cast it back in the shadows and embrace sadness and loneliness and lose something that couldve been amazing.