Saturday, September 13, 2008

fuuhhhhhkkkk im old

last night. 2008. went to a college party. first college party ive been to since...uhh college maybe. not that i liked them then. bunch of stupid immature girls and douchebags drinking mgd. but i thought id give it a chance from my usual fridays at blb. first off. omg. terrible night. happy hour was awesome. obviously. then we went back to my house. and left for the party. so on the way i get kicked out of the car for talking on my phone...its 2008 guys. accept it. walk the rest of the way to the party. get inside and its a bunch of dudes. they somehow rope 3 girls in their appartment who dont even look like their old enough to drive. one girl starts talking to me. she blah blah ed about some nonsense science or something for about 10 minutes and then asked me what my major was. haha awkward "im not in school im 22" mumbles out of me. then she says omg your 22!! your so old!! hey becky this guys 22 hahah......wtf i look around and yea everyone looks 13 and im the only one that can grow a beard and complain about actually needing a drink. it was a weird realisation. erez bailed because its not his scene and for some reason i stayed cause i bailed on jeff last time for similar reasons erez bailed and decided to stick it out this time. mistake.

the rest of the night consisted of me not being able to find a like mind and not getting into parties because there was no gel in my hair and i dont own a car made in 2008. i was stranded no idea where i was. couldnt leave. it was pretty fucking brutal. self esteem is down to my feet now. not feeling like a productive member of life anymore...ehhh......

tonight is rock the democracy at blb. i was really excited but kaylee bailed so now im trying to picture it being fun. now ill be forced to defend my views on politics...which i dont have but have to explain that i just dont care and play the whole ignorance card. gotta love ignorance. i really need to see who said ignorance is bliss. amazing quote. i love it. today im living like a sloth because its shitty out so i have a valid excuse. i miss my family. i guess thats part of being old right. fuck im not old. im 22. see me in X2 and well talk about that then.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

man, forget the college parties. they suck, so don't get frustrated cause some kids think they're smart. sucks though. just keep doin what your doin and you'll be fine

Jen84 said...

eh, last college party i went to i was so uncomfortable and kinda felt like a pedophile cause EVERYONE looked so damn young. wtf. live music and wii bowling are better. :-)

Mikey said...

jennifer who? haha