Todays post...dont forget yesterdays right under this one... 2 posts in one visit.....SWEET! thats what your thinking

The title for this was originally Mother...

i cant wait for my mom to get here. 2 more days, i feel myself going insane not having anyone to talk to. all i have is a pen and notebook, or a blog to convey my feelings. i cant wait to have an actual face to face conversation with someone caring and understanding, someone who knows i belong in Carolina and will help me get there. i just need to get there, i wanna go home.

im tired of wasting time. my life has become this sort of cliche routine seen in movies right before something monumentous happens and their life is changed forever. this is my routine in a nutshell for ya, hell...ill put it in bullet form to further show how redundant and horrible it is.

-wake up at 630 am...shower/shave/brush teeth
-watch saved by the bell for 15 minutes
-walk to the train, always crammed...never get a seat
-get to work, work till 12:30 then lunch till 1:30
-lunch= gross cafetria food for 30 min, then i go to target and look at dvd's im not going to buy
-1:30...back to work :(
-get off at 5pm takes 45 minutes -1 hour to get home
-get home...sit on laptop, drink, crash before 11pm
-wake up at 630 am...shower/shave/brush teeth

and so on and so on and so on.....theres my weekly schedule....weekends pretty much consist of the same activities. besides the working......gee mikey....why do you hate minneapolis so much,,,why you so depressed in MN....it cant be that bad can it....your soo emo chin up...you have a good job....yeah fuck that see above!

Shabsoviet...Out!