Wasps

first i just want to start off by stating my opinion that i truly dislike wasps. i dont think anyone likes them. well i think some scientists study them, but thats them i fucking hate them. theres a wasp nest outside my living room window. now im seperated by house. how the fuck do they keep getting in my house. ive killed like 3 wasps this past month. just randomly there will be one flying about and i either need to freeze them with pc duster or torch them with aerosol and a bbq lighter. i dont like killing so i wish they would just pester off or something.

this weekend was interesting. i kind of have learned to appreciate being alone and enjoying my own company without feeling like im bored and should be out partying or be hanging with someone. ive always had people around and im kind of getting used to it. its kind of nice really. like tonight for instance... i was listening to some vinyl drinking red wine and reading alice in wonderland. you cant do that when theres other people around. extremely relaxing.

this weekend was pretty cool. i enjoyed it. bought some new books... alice in wonderland and the collected writings of f scott fitzgerald. im excited about those. oh and my dad called me and asked what i was doing for the holidays and i had nothing planned. i was gonna be alone, cold, and miserable on xmas cause i no noone in this city and cant afford to go where my fam is. so i guess it sounded depressing enough since he offered to buy me a plane ticket. bonus round. i want to party. im bored. haha contradicting my self already witht he whole being alone. dont judge.